"i think they call this, uhm, venting..."

i'm not one of those girls you find posting all their problems on facebook. it's not healthy to seek that much attention. the problem is that i have to get this out somehow and i have no one to talk to... i'm mad that three people just walked up in my room and didn't even say hi to me and walked right past me; i'm upset that my boyfriend stopped texting me because now he's unavailable to talk to; i'm upset because my parents are asleep; i'm even more upset that that covers everybody on my list of people to talk to... and i'm not talking about the people you have a few conversations with and they proceed to say 'if you ever need anything...' because you and i both know it's not the same. i honestly just cannot wait until christian comes down next weekend. a getaway from all this loneliness because right about now i feel like i have nobody.
do me one favor though, if you did take the time to read this, please don't comment on it - i was just venting.