on November 21st of this year, i will have been in the same relationship for 2 years. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i love him with all my heart. however, a relationship like this takes much work. sometimes there are just things that happen that i have a hard time with. for example, i'm the type of person that when i see someone upset or in need of something, i go to them and try to help them as best i can. my boyfriend does not like this. when he's upset, he just wants his space. this is so hard for me because he's all the way back home on long island and i know i can't do anything like physically be there for him so i blow up his phone and he gets upset. i don't mean to, and i know that i'm not helping, but it's just my nature and there's nothing i can do to help myself or him when he's upset. being in a relationship has taught me a lot besides the fact that i have learned a lot about my boyfriend and human nature in general. but that's life for you; you live and you learn. i'm learning so much and i know i still have so much more to learn.
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